Dear YOU,
I still can remember YOU. YOU are the person that I have met not really so long ago. YOU looked good. I still can remember your smile when I first met YOU. But where have YOU been? Long time no see. Where'd YOU go? YOU look so numb. Is that really YOU? What happened to YOU?
Wait...I heard something. Did YOU hear that? Hush...Don't say anything. It's coming. It's nearer now. What is it? Someone's screaming. Where it came from? Look at there. There's someone down there. Come..let us take a look.
No!! This can't be possible. No way! This can't be happened. The body...the body is dead. Hey YOU, do YOU hear me? I'm talking to YOU. Hey YOU! Where are YOU? Hey, don't go anywhere! Did YOU see the body? Scary...! Don't smirk. Why did YOU do that? She's dead. Don't YOU feel sorry to her?
Don't laugh. YOU make me mad. Okay fine then. Don't cry! YOU're faking. YOU want to look her face? No. Must be so scary. Come on...let's go to somewhere else. Where are YOU taking me to? Don't hold my hand. I can walk myself. What?! I can't hear YOU? What did YOU say? How did YOU know that? I never told anyone in my life. Yeah..YOU're right. They don't listen to me. I cried on it so hard but still, no one listened.
Have YOU cried before? YOU look dull and naive. I bet YOU'd cried before. Haha...must be a sad,sad story. What is it? Tell me. No? Why? YOU knew my story then why I can't know YOUrs? Never mind. I want to shout it out loud but I'm too scared. Don't be?! That's first time somebody encouraged me to do something. YOU said I can go on.
Yes, I will do it! ARRRGGGHHHH....I'm done. Got no voice anymore. What?! YOU ask me to hit everything in front of me. No, it will hurt me. But I'll be fine?! YOU're sure? I'll be feeling better and relieved? Okay, I'll do it.
Ouchh...I'm hurting myself. Why did YOU smile to me? Do YOU like seeing I'm hurt? NO?! Then, why did YOU smile for? I want to lay down my body too. Hurmm...life's hard isn't it? I have a million tonnes of things in my shoulders now. I cried a lot 'till sometimes I couldn't drop even a single tear. Mum,Dad, my brothers and sisters, I love them all.
But I'm still a loner and a loser. Nobody accepts me unless YOU. YOU are so nice. Thanks for being my friend. Wanna know a secret? I never had friends in my life. They're all said I'm dumb. I am? YOU said "I am"? Arrgh, I really want to kill myself now. Go on?! No! Not yet. But...
Mum, I love YOU so very much. I'm not lying. But YOU always call me useless? Am I really am,mum? I'm hurt with all the words YOU've said. And YOU even never called me for dinner like YOU did to my other siblings. Why did YOU do that, mum? What did I do wrong? But I still love YOU. No matter what YOU said. I know YOU didn't want me at the first place but it's alright mum,I'll get it.
Dad,I love YOU too. Though YOU have never been homed for almost 10 years but still, I have this big feeling to YOU as YOUr daughter. Do YOU know that everynight I will look on the door hoping that when the door's knocked, it's YOU coming home. One day,dad...one day, I know. It'll be real soon.
Big bro, I love YOU too but I don't know why YOU don't talk much to me like YOU do to our lil' sis. I'm YOUr sister too,bro? Don't forget about me. I want YOU to protect me as the way YOU protect her but why didn't YOU do that? I fell down too many times but still I have to get up my own. But why don't her? She can stand herself too. But, never mind.
Little sister, though I hate YOU, I still love YOU. I care about YOU. I do care. Sorry if I pushed YOU down just because I felt annoyed to YOU when YOU get more attention from Mum and Bro. Sorry for everything. Be a good girl.
Hurmm....I don't know what else to say.YOU want to say something? No? Okay. Let me say it all. I’m sick of it all. Why should I bother trying anymore? I’m not even afraid of dying. I’m not afraid of pain. I just want to leave this world. Please pray for me. I’m tired of trying. Is that okay to YOU? Okay?! Hurmm...
Ohhh....I remember that girl just now. The dead girl! She jumped from higher place? Remember her? YOU do? YOU know who she was? YOU want to take me to see her? Okay. It'll be real nice too. Yeah..this is the place. She's still there. No one is helping her out. Poor her. Come! We have to help her. Please, stop smiling. I hate to see that. It's not funny YOU know?! What?! Be strong? Come on..don't teach me on something that I really know about! Come...let's look now.Ohh..Lord...it's...me!!
Can YOU explain how could this happen?
FROM ME TO YOU...
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